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Monday, 22 November 2010

Thursday, 18 November 2010

  • Blahh...

    Well today i had some chips and marinara sauce and a sprite no more soda! since im not following my diet like im supposed too my weight isnt coming off like it should and it is really starting to piss me off anywho, i think i am going to run today or atleast try im really out of shape but i have got to start doing something because i have to be thin in order to go to the air force or the army i havent decided yet but i really want to go into the military to explore more things. im feeling very insecure i dont think i am going to eat for the rest of the day. i need to get a scale so freakin bad i broke the one i had so yea im going to run and do 50 sit ups and 20 push ups i got to start off slow and work my way up.

Tuesday, 16 November 2010

  • Hello World

    Well as of right now im talking to my husband or soon to be ex husband about child support how it is sooo much fun...not! I just cant believe i have gotten to this place at the early age of twenty. But at the same time i know we were never right together sometimes i dont even know why we ever stayed together to begin with. How can you love someone so much and it turn into hate i dont want to hate him but he just acts so oblivious to me but i guess im the same way i stopped loving him long ago 

     

    My weight....to be continued lol i havent weighed myself in a long time i need to though i just dont want to i should be down to one 150 but i know im not and it blows... 

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

  • My life to date...

    Well what has happened to me since i was last on...Im getting divorced i have lost 45 pounds and i am more determined than ever to lose weight i keep lookin at my self wondering why i am so ugly its time to do something about it! I think i will do 150 push ups tonight and 50 sit ups or vice versa i really need  support so if any one wants to leave a comment than b all means go right on ahead =)

Thursday, 24 June 2010

  • I'm Back!!!!

    Yay!

    So alot of stuff has been happening since i have last blogged, For one, i am getting the gastric bypass at the end of next month I am so excited, i can't wait!! My husband is home. We are having some issues but we are working through them. I cant wait to start losing weight, it has been all that is on my mind i did lose about thirty five pounds after i had the baby but i put it back on plus more! So i am getting the surgery i hope things work out this time but i think they will because i am more determined than ever, Talk to yall soon Peace Out <3

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    • Member Since: 11/13/2008

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  • Hw:221 Lw:140 UGW:110 i will do whatever it taked to lose the weight, I dont judge. If you need support im here

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